| unlike most guys He wont let me down
We let ourselves down and in self pity we are pinned to the ground
He works in mysterious ways but always gives me tests i seem to always fail..
if he intended my heart to break then i dont know how much i can endure
He seems to make it impossible for me to quit although its though my soul has surrendered
but there is hope He gives me every time im down at my lowest
i am forced to stand up take a look around and go about the whole process over
but now its like i have a chance to make it better
inspiration to see things a little clearer
the past makes us stronger a bit shakened but the more wiser
every day is a new adventure. dont let anyone bring you down, if you fall thats all you
please be careful with my heart
its healing and needy as ever
theres a fear that i cant shake away
but i guess He hasnt given up on me
because i feel the strength he knows is best for me
its like im wounded from battle but braver than ever...
please God help me help myself
Help me show him who i can be
and thank you for loving me
♥ yours truely
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| tired of trying wasted too many tears for this lifetime
this angel cant pass judgement but who are you to say what my colors are when youre colorblind?
my heart an ocean of dreams ambitions and needs swaying like waves drifting back and forth reaching for shore
im done with trying to convince you of it and maybe you were the one who couldnt convince me...
of who i really am but in your own point of view.
i was just a thought potential but someone you didnt understand
now i've given til i tripped and lost myself unconsciously
going backwards and forwards endlessly helplessly guard down chin up but inevitably...
we all have choices big decisions a plan of action
be careful where you stand
you watched me kneel to the ground humbly washing my fears away thinking everything was gonna be okay
time after time again did i believe and fooled myself into thinking a beautiful lie
truth is not in trying. trying is purgatory
i am done crying for truth, for love
buddha says not to desire the bible says to love, what about individuality? what about me?
selfish as can be, now free of inhibitions whatever it takes to be me again. whoever that is.
theres a shadow hanging over my skies and for now i think i'll hide
the truth .. a hurtful game of loss
in this dilemma my heart i rather double-cross
but like a curse embedded in my make-up, with the dignity left in me,
...I will be always True
if not for myself then for you
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| i feel im like water; i flow , i have no identity
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I still remember when Your kiss was so brand new
Every memory repeats Every step I take retreats
Every journey always brings me back to you
When love is truly right
It lives from year to year It changes as it goes
Oh, and on the way it grows But it never disappears
After All the stops and starts we keep coming back to these two hearts
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall
After All that we've been through It all comes down to me and you
I guess it's meant to be forever you and me, After All
Always just beyond my touch You know I needed you so much
After All, what else is living for?
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